THE VOICE IN THE NIGHT
by William
Hope Hodgson
It was a dark,
starless night. We were becalmed in the Northern Pacific. Our exact position I do not know; for the sun
had been hidden during the course of a weary, breathless week, by a thin haze
which had seemed to float above us, about the height of our mastheads, at
whiles descending and shrouding the surrounding sea. With there being no
wind, we had steadied the tiller, and I as the only man on deck. The crew,
consisting of two men and a boy, were sleeping forward in their den; while Will
my my friend, and the master of our little craft was aft in his bunk on
the port side of the little cabin. Suddenly, from out of
the surrounding darkness, there came a hail: "Schooner, ahoy!" The cry was so
unexpected that I gave no immediate answer, because of my surprise. It came again a voice
curiously throaty and inhuman, calling from somewhere upon the dark sea away on
our port broadside: "Schooner,
ahoy!" "Hullo!" I
sung out, having gathered my wits somewhat. "What are you? What do you want?" "You need not be
afraid," answered the queer voice, having probably noticed some trace of
confusion in my tone. "I am only an
old man." The pause sounded
oddly; but it was only afterwards that it came back to me with any
significance. "Why don't you
come alongside, then?" I queried somewhat snappishly; for I liked not his hinting at my
having been a trifle shaken. "I I
can't. It wouldn't be safe. I "
The voice broke off, and there was silence. "What do you
mean?" I asked, growing more and more astonished. "Why not safe?
Where are you?" I listened for a
moment; but there came no answer. And then, a sudden indefinite suspicion, of I
knew not what, coming to me, I stepped swiftly to the binnacle, and took out
the lighted lamp. At the same time, I knocked on the deck with my heel to waken
Will. Then I was back at the side, throwing the yellow funnel of light out into
the silent immensity beyond our rail. As I did so, I heard a slight, muffled
cry, and then the sound of a splash as though someone had dipped oars abruptly.
Yet I cannot say that I saw anything with certainty; save, it seemed to me, that with the first flash of the light, there had been
something upon the waters, where now there was nothing. "Hullo, there!" I called. "What
foolery is this!" But there came only the
indistinct sounds of a boat being pulled away into the night. Then I heard Will's
voice, from the direction of the after scuttle: "What's up, George?" "Come here,
Will!" I said. "What is it?"
he asked, coming across the deck. I told him the queer
thing which had happened. He put several questions; then, after a moment's
silence, he raised his hands to his lips, and hailed: "Boat, ahoy!" From a long distance
away there came back to us a faint reply, and my companion repeated his call. Presently,
after a short period of silence, there grew on our hearing the muffled sound of
oars; at which Will hailed again. This time there was a
reply: "Put away the light." "I'm damned if I
will," I muttered; but Will told me to do as the voice bade, and I shoved
it down under the bulwarks. "Come
nearer," he said, and the oarstrokes continued. Then, when apparently
some halfdozen fathoms distant, they again ceased. "Come
alongside," exclaimed Will. "There's nothing to be frightened of
aboard here!" "Promise that you
will not show the light?" "What's to do with
you," I burst out, "that you're so infernally afraid of the
light?" "Because "
began the voice, and stopped short. "Because
what?" I asked quickly. Will
put his hand on my shoulder. "Shut up a minute,
old man," he said, in a low voice. "Let me tackle him." He leant more over the
rail. "See here, Mister,"
he said, "this is a pretty queer business, you coming upon us like this,
right out in the middle of the blessed Pacific. How are we to know what sort of
a hankypanky trick you're up to? You say there's only one of you. How are we
to know, unless we get a squint at you eh? What's your objection to the
light, anyway?" As he
finished, I heard the noise of the oars again, and then the voice came; but now
from a greater distance, and sounding extremely hopeless and pathetic. "I am sorry
sorry! I would not have troubled you, only I am hungry, and so is she." The voice died away,
and the sound of the oars, dipping irregularly, was borne to us. "Stop!" sung
out Will. "I don't want to drive you away. Come back! We'll keep the light hidden, if you don't
like it." He turned to me:
"It's a damned queer rig, this; but I think there's nothing to be afraid
of?" There was a question in
his tone, and I replied. "No, I think the
poor devil's been wrecked around here, and gone crazy." The sound of the oars
drew nearer. "Shove that lamp
back in the binnacle," said Will; then he leaned over the rail and
listened. I replaced the lamp, and came
back to his side. The dipping of the oars ceased some dozen yards distant. "Won't you come
alongside now?" asked Will in an even voice. "I have had the lamp put
back in the binnacle." "I I
cannot," replied the voice. "I dare not come nearer. I dare not even
pay you for the the provisions." "That's all
right," said Will, and hesitated. "You're welcome to as much grub as
you can take " Again he hesitated. "You are very
good," exclaimed the voice. "May God, Who understands everything,
reward you " It broke off huskily. "The the
lady?" said Will abruptly. "Is she " "I have left her
behind upon the island," came the voice. "What
island?" I cut in. "I know not its
name," returned the voice. "I would to God !" it began, and
checked itself as suddenly. "Could we not send
a boat for her?" asked Will at this point. "No!" said
the voice, with extraordinary emphasis. "My God!
No!" There was a moment's pause; then it added, in a tone which seemed a
merited reproach: "It was because of our want I ventured because her
agony tortured me." "I am a forgetful
brute," exclaimed Will. "Just wait a minute, whoever you are, and I
will bring you up something at once." In a couple of minutes
he was back again, and his arms were full of various edibles. He paused at the rail. "Can't you come
alongside for them?" he asked. "No I DARE NOT," replied the voice, and
it seemed to me that in its tones I detected a note of stifled craving as
though the owner hushed a mortal desire.
It came to me then in a flash, that the poor old creature out there in
the darkness, was suffering for
actual need of that which Will held in his arms; and yet, because of some
unintelligible dread, refraining from dashing to the side of our little
schooner, and receiving it. And with the lightninglike conviction, there came
the knowledge that the Invisible was not mad; but sanely facing some
intolerable horror. "Damn it,
Will!" I said, full of many feelings, over which predominated a vast
sympathy. "Get a box. We must float
off the stuff to him in it." This we did
propelling it away from the vessel, out into the darkness, by means of a
boathook. In a minute, a slight cry from
the Invisible came to us, and we knew that he had secured the box. A little later, he
called out a farewell to us, and so heartful a
blessing, that I am sure we were the better for it. Then, without more ado, we
heard the ply of oars across the darkness. "Pretty soon
off," remarked Will, with perhaps just a little sense of injury. "Wait," I
replied. "I think somehow he'll come back. He must have been
badly needing that food." "And the
lady," said Will. For a moment he was silent; then he continued:
"It's the queerest thing ever I've tumbled across, since I've been
fishing." "Yes," I
said, and fell to pondering. And so the time slipped
away an hour, another, and still Will stayed with me; for the queer adventure
had knocked all desire for sleep out of him. The third hour was
three parts through, when we heard again the sound of oars across the silent
ocean. "Listen!"
said Will, a low note of excitement in his voice. "He's coming, just
as I thought," I muttered. The dipping of the oars
grew nearer, and I noted that the strokes were firmer and longer. The food had
been needed. They came to a stop a
little distance off the broadside, and the queer voice came again to us through
the darkness: "Schooner, ahoy!" "That you?"
asked Will. "Yes,"
replied the voice. "I left you suddenly; but but there was great
need." "The lady?"
questioned Will. "The lady is
grateful now on earth. She will be more grateful soon in in heaven." Will began to make some
reply, in a puzzled voice; but became confused, and broke off short. I said
nothing. I was wondering at the curious pauses, and, apart from my wonder, I
was full of a great sympathy. The voice continued:
"We she and I, have talked, as we shared the result of God's tenderness
and yours " Will interposed; but
without coherence. "I beg of you not
to to belittle your deed of Christian charity this night," said the
voice. "Be sure that it has not escaped His notice." It stopped, and there
was a full minute's silence. Then it came again: "We have spoken together
upon that which which has befallen us. We had thought to go out, without
telling any, of the terror which has come into our lives. She is with me in believing that tonight's
happenings are under a special ruling, and that it is God's wish that we should
tell to you all that we have suffered since since " "Yes?" said
Will softly. "Since
the sinking of the Albatross." "Ah!" I
exclaimed involuntarily. "She left "Yes,"
answered the voice. "But some few
degrees to the North of the line she was caught in a terrible storm, and
dismasted. When the day came, it was found that she was leaking badly, and,
presently, it falling to a calm, the sailors took to
the boats, leaving leaving a young lady my fianc� and myself upon the
wreck. "We were below,
gathering together a few of our belongings, when they left. They were entirely callous, through fear, and
when we came up upon the deck, we saw them only as small shapes afar off upon
the horizon. Yet we did not despair, but
set to work and constructed a small raft.
Upon this we put such few matters as it would hold including a quantity
of water and some ship's biscuit. Then,
the vessel being very deep in the water, we got ourselves on to the raft, and
pushed off. "It was later,
when I observed that we seemed to be in the way of some tide or current, which
bore us from the ship at an angle; so that in the course of three hours, by my
watch, her hull became invisible to our sight, her broken masts remaining in
view for a somewhat longer period. Then, towards evening, it grew misty, and so
through the night. The next day we were still encompassed by the mist, the
weather remaining quiet. "For four days we
drifted through this strange haze, until, on the evening of the fourth day,
there grew upon our ears the murmur of breakers at a distance. Gradually it
became plainer, and, somewhat after "When the morning
came, we found that we were in a sort of great lagoon; but of this we noticed
little at the time; for close before us, through the enshrouding mist, loomed
the hull of a large sailingvessel. With one accord, we fell upon our knees and
thanked God; for we thought that here was an end to our perils. We had much to
learn. "The raft drew
near to the ship, and we shouted on them to take us aboard; but none answered.
Presently the raft touched against the side of the vessel, and, seeing a rope hanging
downwards, I seized it and began to climb.
Yet I had much ado to make my way up, because of a kind of grey, lichenous fungus which had
seized upon the rope, and which blotched the side of
the ship lividly. "I reached the
rail and clambered over it, on to the deck. Here I saw that the decks were
covered, in great patches, with grey masses, some of
them rising into nodules several feet in height; but at the time I thought less
of this matter than of the possibility of there being people aboard the
ship. I shouted; but none
answered. Then I went to the door below the poop deck. I opened it, and peered in. There was a great
smell of staleness, so that I knew in a moment that nothing living was within,
and with the knowledge, I shut the door quickly; for I felt suddenly lonely. "I went back to
the side where I had scrambled up. My my sweetheart was still sitting quietly
upon the raft. Seeing me look down she called up to know whether there were any
aboard of the ship. I replied that the vessel
had the appearance of having been long deserted; but that if she would wait a
little I would see whether there was anything in the shape of a ladder by which
she could ascend to the deck. Then we would make a search through the vessel
together. A little later, on the opposite side of the decks, I found a rope
sideladder. This I carried across, and a minute afterwards she was beside me. "Together we
explored the cabins and apartments in the after part of the ship; but nowhere
was there any sign of life. Here and there within the cabins themselves, we
came across odd patches of that queer fungus; but this, as my sweetheart said,
could be cleansed away. "In the end,
having assured ourselves that the after portion of the vessel was empty, we picked
our ways to the bows, between the ugly grey nodules
of that strange growth; and here we made a further search which told us that
there was indeed none aboard but ourselves. "This
being now beyond any doubt, we returned to the stern of the ship and proceeded
to make ourselves as comfortable as possible. Together we cleared out
and cleaned two of the cabins: and after that I made examination whether there
was anything eatable in the ship. This I soon found was so, and thanked God in
my heart for His goodness. In addition to this I discovered the whereabouts of
the freshwater pump, and having fixed it I found the water drinkable, though
somewhat unpleasant to the taste. "For several days
we stayed aboard the ship, without attempting to get to the shore. We were
busily engaged in making the place habitable. Yet even thus early we became
aware that our lot was even less to be desired than might have been imagined;
for though, as a first step, we scraped away the odd patches of growth that studded
the floors and walls of the cabins and saloon, yet they returned almost to
their original size within the space of twentyfour hours, which not only
discouraged us, but gave us a feeling of vague unease. "Still we would
not admit ourselves beaten, so set to work afresh, and not only scraped away
the fungus, but soaked the places where it had been, with carbolic, a canfull
of which I had found in the pantry. Yet, by the end of the week the growth had
returned in full strength, and, in addition, it had spread to other places, as
though our touching it had allowed germs from it to travel elsewhere. "On the seventh
morning, my sweetheart woke to find a small patch of it growing on her pillow,
close to her face. At that, she came to me, so soon as
she could get her garments upon her. I was in the galley at the time lighting
the fire for breakfast. "Come here,
John," she said, and led me aft. When I saw the thing upon her pillow I
shuddered, and then and there we agreed to go right out of the ship and see
whether we could not fare to make ourselves more comfortable ashore. "Hurriedly we
gathered together our few belongings, and even among these I found that the
fungus had been at work; for one of her shawls had a little lump of it growing
near one edge. I threw the whole thing over the side, without saying anything
to her. "The raft was
still alongside, but it was too clumsy to guide, and I lowered down a small
boat that hung across the stern, and in this we made our way to the shore. Yet,
as we drew near to it, I became gradually aware that here the vile fungus,
which had driven us from the ship, was growing riot. In places it rose into
horrible, fantastic mounds, which seemed almost to quiver, as with a quiet
life, when the wind blew across them. Here and there it took on the forms of
vast fingers, and in others it just spread out flat and smooth and treacherous.
Odd places, it appeared as grotesque stunted trees, seeming extraordinarily
kinked and gnarled the whole quaking vilely at times. "At first, it
seemed to us that there was no single portion of the surrounding shore which
was not hidden beneath the masses of the hideous lichen; yet, in this, I found
we were mistaken; for somewhat later, coasting along the shore at a little distance, we
descried a smooth white patch of what appeared to be fine sand, and there we
landed. It was not sand. What it was I
do not know. All that I have observed is that upon it the fungus will not
grow; while everywhere else, save where
the sandlike earth wanders oddly, pathwise, amid the grey
desolation of the lichen, there is nothing but that loathsome greyness. "It is difficult
to make you understand how cheered we were to find one place that was
absolutely free from the growth, and here we deposited our belongings. Then we
went back to the ship for such things as it seemed to us we should need. Among other matters, I managed to bring
ashore with me one of the ship's sails, with which I constructed two small
tents, which, though exceedingly roughshaped, served the purpose for which
they were intended. In these we lived and stored our various necessities, and
thus for a matter of some four weeks all went smoothly and without particular
unhappiness. Indeed, I may say with much of happiness for for we were
together. "It was on the
thumb of her right hand that the growth first showed. It was only a small
circular spot, much like a little grey mole. My God! how the fear leapt to my heart when she showed me the place. We cleansed it, between us, washing it with
carbolic and water. In the morning of the following day she showed her hand to
me again. The grey warty thing had returned. For a
little while, we looked at one another in silence. Then, still wordless, we started
again to remove it. In the midst of the operation she spoke suddenly. "What's that on
the side of your face, dear? Her voice was sharp with anxiety. I put my hand
up to feel. "'There!
Under the hair by your ear. A little
to the front a bit.' My finger rested upon the place, and then I knew. "'Let us get your
thumb done first,' I said. And she submitted, only because she was afraid to
touch me until it was cleansed. I finished washing and disinfecting her thumb,
and then she turned to my face. After it was finished we sat together and
talked awhile of many things for there had come into our lives sudden, very
terrible thoughts. We were, all at once, afraid of something worse than death.
We spoke of loading the boat with provisions and water and making our way out
on to the sea; yet we were helpless, for many causes, and and the growth had
attacked us already. We decided to stay. God would do with us what was His
will. We would wait. "A month, two
months, three months passed and the places grew somewhat, and there had come
others. Yet we fought so strenuously with the fear that its headway was but
slow, comparatively speaking. "Occasionally we
ventured off to the ship for such stores as we needed. There we found that the fungus grew
persistently. One of the nodules on the maindeck became soon as high as my
head. "We had now given
up all thought or hope of leaving the island. We had realized that it would be
unallowable to go among healthy humans, with the things from which we were
suffering. "With this
determination and knowledge in our minds we knew that we should have to husband
our food and water; for we did not know, at that time, but that we should
possibly live for many years. "This reminds me
that I have told you that I am an old man. Judged by the years this is not so.
But but " He broke off; then
continued somewhat abruptly: "As I was saying, we knew that we should have
to use care in the matter of food. But we had no idea then how little food
there was left of which to take care. It was a week later that I made the
discovery that all the other bread tanks which I had supposed full were
empty, and that (beyond odd tins of vegetables and meat, and some other
matters) we had nothing on which to depend, but the bread in the tank which I
had already opened. "After learning
this I bestirred myself to do what I could, and set to work at fishing in the
lagoon; but with no success. At this I was somewhat inclined to feel desperate
until the thought came to me to try outside the lagoon, in the open sea. "Here, at times, I
caught odd fish; but so infrequently that they proved of but little help in
keeping us from the hunger which threatened. It seemed to me that our
deaths were likely to come by hunger, and not by the growth of the thing which
had seized upon our bodies. "We were in this
state of mind when the fourth month wore out. When I made a
very horrible discovery. One morning, a little before "'What is it, my
dear?' I called out as I leapt ashore. Yet, on hearing my voice, she seemed
confused, and, turning, slyly threw something towards the edge of the little
clearing. It fell short, and a vague suspicion having arisen within me, I
walked across and picked it up. It was a piece of the grey
fungus. "As I went to her
with it in my hand, she turned deadly pale; then rose
red. "I felt strangely
dazed and frightened. "'My
dear! My dear!' I said, and could say no more. Yet
at words she broke down and cried bitterly.
Gradually, as she calmed, I got from her the news that she had tried it
the preceding day, and and liked it. I got her to promise on her knees not to
touch it again, however great our hunger. After she had promised she told me
that the desire for it had come suddenly, and that, until the moment of desire,
she had experienced nothing towards it but the most extreme repulsion. "Later in the day,
feeling strangely restless, and much shaken with the thing which I had
discovered, I made my way along one of the twisted paths formed by the white,
sandlike substance which led among the fungoid
growth. I had, once before, ventured
along there; but not to any great distance.
This time, being involved in perplexing thought, I went much further
than hitherto. "Suddenly I was
called to myself by a queer hoarse sound on my left. Turning quickly I saw that
there was movement among an extraordinarily shaped mass of fungus, close to my
elbow. It was swaying uneasily, as though it possessed life of its own.
Abruptly, as I stared, the thought came to me that the thing had a grotesque
resemblance to the figure of a distorted human creature. Even as the fancy
flashed into my brain, there was a slight, sickening noise of tearing, and I
saw that one of the branchlike arms was detaching itself from the surrounding grey masses, and coming towards me. The head of the thing a shapeless grey ball, inclined in my direction. I stood stupidly, and
the vile arm brushed across my face. I gave out a frightened cry, and ran back
a few paces. There was a sweetish taste upon my lips where the thing had
touched me. I licked them, and was immediately filled with an inhuman desire. I turned and
seized a mass of the fungus. Then more and more. I was insatiable. In the midst of devouring, the remembrance of
the morning's discovery swept into my mazed brain. It
was sent by God. I dashed the fragment I held to the ground. Then, utterly
wretched and feeling a dreadful guiltiness, I made my way back to the little
encampment. "I think she knew,
by some marvellous intuition which love must have
given, so soon as she set eyes on me. Her quiet
sympathy made it easier for me, and I told her of my sudden weakness; yet
omitted to mention the extraordinary thing which had gone before. I desired to
spare her all unnecessary terror. "But, for myself,
I had added an intolerable knowledge, to breed an incessant terror in my brain;
for I doubted not but that I had seen the end of one of those men who had come
to the island in the ship in the lagoon;
and in that monstrous ending I had seen our own. "Thereafter we
kept from the abominable food, though the desire for it had entered into our
blood. Yet our drear punishment was upon us; for, day by day, with monstrous
rapidity, the fungoid growth took hold of our poor
bodies. Nothing we could do would check it materially, and so and so we who
had been human, became Well, it matters less each day. Only only we had
been man and maid! "And day by day
the fight is more dreadful, to withstand the hungerlust for the terrible
lichen. "A week ago we ate
the last of the biscuit, and since that time I have caught three fish. I was
out here fishing tonight when your schooner drifted upon me out of the mist. I
hailed you. You know the rest, and may God, out of His great heart, bless you
for your goodness to a a couple of poor outcast souls." There was the dip of an
oar another. Then the voice came again, and for the last time, sounding
through the slight surrounding mist, ghostly and mournful. "God bless you! Goodbye!" "Goodbye,"
we shouted together, hoarsely, our hearts full of many emotions. I glanced about
me. I became aware that the dawn was
upon us. The sun flung a stray
beam across the hidden sea; pierced the mist dully, and lit up the receding
boat with a gloomy fire. Indistinctly I saw something nodding between the oars.
I thought of a sponge a great, grey nodding sponge
the oars continued to ply. They were grey as was
the boat and my eyes searched a moment vainly for the conjunction of hand and
oar. My gaze flashed back to the head.
It nodded forward as the oars went backward for the stroke. Then the
oars were dipped, the boat shot out of the patch of light, and the the thing
went nodding into the mist. The End |
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